Saturday, April 11, 2009

why do i feel like this ?

Invisibility is the state of an object which cannot be seen. An object in this state is said to be Invisible (literally, "not visible"). The term is usually used as a fantasy/science fiction term, where objects are literally made unseeable by magical or technological means; however, its effects can also be seen in the real world, particularly in physics and perceptional psychology.Invisible thats how i feel.Thinking no one can hear,see,feel, and touch me.I feel like this mostly at home ever since my brothers and sisters have come back home(that's a long story).My mom just dosen't pay attention and says that every little thing i do is to make her life a living hell and itz just tears me up inside but itsz worse when it happens at school.People disregard me. They don’t hear me and forget I ever said anything. They even ignore me outright. It’s frightening sometimes how obvious it is that no one remembered I was there at all. Strangers stare at me because of the way that I dress, but then forget my existence entirely. Friends tell stories to me about things they did with other people, and then are surprised when I tell them that I know what happened because I was there.Like I try my best to think im not invisible but its get harder and harder everyday.Like it says in the blog ''Friends tell stories to me about things they did with other people, and then are surprised when I tell them that I know what happened because I was there.''the reason behind my url and display name is beacuse i will be standing right in a crowd and no one will notice i am there and they will say things then try to hide them from me using code words and secret language thinking i don;t know what they are talking about when honestly i do, I just don't care.unknown-intelligence the reason for that is beacuse HELLOO I know so much but speak so little and it gets hard because these people could be talking shit about me in code and i wouldn't know it and i could be a jerk and put you on blast but i don't

thats where open ears came into play i g2g now bye

~CHRISTUHFER

IM OPEN EARS

1 comment:

  1. I heLp`d you make your dispLay name and bLog URL . and i know the reasons [ why and who ] about the whoLe friends scenario and ectt .

    cLaribel - thee observer =D

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